This was a very difficult video to make. I was ashamed that I had my second miscarriage. Especially since it was late in the pregnancy. I just knew I was home free! Imagine my horror to have to deliver a baby that I KNEW was going to be dead.
However, October was Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness month and I felt like my story could help someone going through the grieving process. I had carried the shame of losing my baby for far too long. It was time to be free!
While I had to be on bed rest for a large part of my pregnancy, I had been removed from restrictive doctor's orders at the 5th month. The doctor's couldn't tell me why my baby died, and for a while I had this overwhelming need to know. But with time, I realized it was not doing me any good obsessing over it. Thank GOD I was finally able to put it to rest.
I was never able to have children, but I am blessed with 8 nieces and nephews. Whenever I need to fulfill my maternal instincts I can hang out with them and all is well in my world!!
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Check out my new Download: me on to grieve a miscarriage Can you have a baby after a miscarriage? Why did I have a miscarriage? How do you prevent a miscarriage? How do you heal from a miscarriage?
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